December 2009
6 posts
Need
And in this space I’ve created for myself, I struggle to let down the internal barriers of my mind. There are enough thoughts in my head to create a pathway from here back to the United States but nothing is flowing from my fingertips that is worth saying. I’ve erased, rewritten and erased so many lines that I’m hesitant to begin this new thought. A part of me recoils at...
Dec 23rd
Peace of Mind
“Driving away from the wreck of the day and the light’s always red in the rear view. Desperately close to a coffin of hope, I’d cheat destiny just to be near you. And if this is giving up… Then, I’m giving up. If this is giving up… Then, I’m giving up. Giving up on love… On love.” Finally. Just a little bit of quiet time for myself. The...
Dec 22nd
Paper Bag
Inhale. Exhale. In. Out. Eyes open and closed. Breathe. I would almost say that I’m running away if it didn’t feel like I wasn’t. “So I’ll hide my head here in this paper bag, cause if I can’t see you then you can’t see me. And it’ll be okay, fly little bee away to where there’s no more rain and I can be me.” I’m halfway...
Dec 16th
Wreck of the Day
“Driving away from the wreck of the day and I’m thinkin’ bout callin’ on Jesus. Cause love doesn’t hurt so I know I’m not falling in love, I’m just falling to pieces. And if this is giving up, well I’m giving up. If this is giving up, well, I’m giving up… Giving up on love, on love.” To be honest, I’m hard pressed to find a...
Dec 11th
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Dec 8th
Just a little prayer
Okay God. It’s definitely come down to me just putting it all down and laying it out in front of You. I don’t know how to humble myself enough to seriously ask this question, or to even really pray legitimately - but they say prayer comes in all sorts of forms right? And You know that writing it down is the easiest for me. :) To be completely honest, God, I don’t know what to...
Dec 2nd