January 2010
7 posts
CrushCrushCrush
“Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone. Just the one to… I was just counting on… That never happens… I guess I’m dreaming again… Let’s be more than this.”
Earlier, I was contemplating the effort in writing a blog. I had taken a nap for some hours and was really thinking about expressing some sort of… I don’t know? Summary? Of this...
Defying Gravity
“I’m through accepting limits cause someone says they’re so. Some things I cannot change, but ‘til I try I’ll never know.”
I wanted to do something that came from the bottom of my heart, the center of my soul.
But to be honest, all I have to say is that I am going to fight tooth and nail to get to the only place that’s made me happy these past few...
Speechless
4:20am. I only got home maybe, what? Ten minutes ago?
I asked for a story. You didn’t know that behind the laughter, the smiles, the encouragement was the slow death of our relationship.
Every tactic in the book - I used. I won’t lie, tonight was a product of my own scheming. Disgusting. If there’s anything I learned it was that you are poison. You steal the breath from my...
Where'd You Go?
“I’ve been thinking about our situation - it’s not what I want. If you can’t get what you’re givin’, you’ve got to be moving on. But I got no hard feelings just a heart that needs healing, it takes time but I’ll find another road.”
Maybe I just need the noise. I can’t seem to write without something playing in the background, but every...
Intermission
“But someday we’ll all be old and I’ll be so damn beautiful. Meanwhile I’ll hide my head here in this paper bag cause if I can’t see you, then you can’t see me. And it’ll be okay, fly little bee away, to where there’s no more rain and I can be me.”
Back to the comfort of hoodies and freezing at night, longing for the warmth of another body....
Into the Mystic: Chapter 40
“There were quite a few things that I had learned while working in an office. One: Never underestimate the power of You. Who you are is who you should be at all times. Stand up for yourself. No amount of changing for other people will ever make everyone around you happy
Two: Take the moment to look around. Hidden in deep corners where your eyes can’t see, may be the people you could end up...
It's Been Awhile...
“Driving away from the wreck of the day and the light’s always red in the rear view. Desperately close to a coffin of hope, I’d cheat destiny just to be near you. But if this is giving up… Then I’m giving up… Giving up. If this is giving up, well I’m giving up… Giving up on love.”
Where do you want me to begin? It’s laughable – comical, really, the time I’ve spent with myself these past few...